Friday, January 17, 2025

[Bilingual post] Podcast S2: Ep11 – NANA- Unfolding Trauma of the 2000s /ポッドキャスト S2: Ep11 – NANAから 2000年代のトラウマを紐解く

 Japanese follows English/日本語は英語の後に記載

Hello, this is Nisreen.

Welcome to the 11th episode of Season Two of my podcast—it’s lovely to speak with you again! Happy New Year!

During my winter holiday, I finally completed a very important mission—reading the comic book NANA all the way to the latest episode! For those unfamiliar with it, NANA is a drama manga written and illustrated by Ai Yazawa, centring on two young women who share the name Nana. 

The thumbnail below is my fan art about the two heroines.

Spoiler Alert
This analysis contains spoilers as I delve into the details of the work. If you haven’t read the manga yet and want to avoid spoilers, I recommend returning after you’ve had a chance to enjoy it! You can find the episode below.

It's available on  Apple Podcasts , Spotify and YouTube as well.
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Hello, this is Nisreen.

Welcome to the 11th episode of Season Two of my podcast—it’s lovely to speak with you again! Happy New Year!

During my winter holiday, I finally completed a very important mission—reading the comic book NANA all the way to the latest episode! For those unfamiliar with it, NANA is a drama manga written and illustrated by Ai Yazawa, centring on two young women who share the name Nana. It was serialised from 2000 to 2009 in the Japanese magazine Cookie, becoming a generational phenomenon. The live-action film adaptation was also a major hit, and the animated series gained international popularity with translations into various languages.

As a teenager growing up in Japan in the 2000s, I was one of the many hooked on this dramatic manga, captivated by its dynamic character development, delicate artwork, and unique fashion sense. However, at some point, I stopped reading—for many reasons.

Coming back to NANA as an adult after a long break has been a strangely healing experience. It helped me understand why certain parts of the story were difficult to grasp as a teen, and how the piece reflected the cultural atmosphere of the time. In this episode, I’ll unpack some of the traumas of that era, as reflected in NANA.

Fair warning: There will be spoilers. If you haven’t read the manga yet and want to avoid spoilers, please come back after you’ve read it!


1. Toxic Masculinity

Toxic masculinity is the biggest reason I fell out of love with NANA, and, reading it again now, my feelings are even stronger. Most of the male characters in NANA are sexists with deeply patriarchal ideas about relationships, with few exceptions, like minor characters such as Kyosuke.

Despite their skinny figures and pretty faces, which align with shōjo manga aesthetics, these male characters in NANA reflect what were considered the “normal” attitudes of men toward women at the time. It was a painful reality for me as a teenager, but now I can examine it from a healthier distance. I am actually impressed by Yazawa’s abilities to incorporate such realistic social tensions in this dreamy manga.

Take the example of one of the Nanas, who is called ‘Hachi’ by her friends – because ‘Nana’ means ‘seven’ in Japanese, apparently they thought it would be funny to call her ‘eight.’ Hachi is also a name of the famously loyal dog in Japanese history; many recognise her personality as dog-like, because she is sweet but dependent. Hachi’s personality creates a clear juxtaposition with the other Nana, who’s a loner.

However, it’s not very funny to see Hachi being treated worse than a dog sometimes. I always knew the rockstar Takumi was a manipulative jerk, but rereading the manga, I realised that Hachi’s first ‘official’ boyfriend, Shoji, also exhibits abusive tendencies—that is, even before he cheats on her with his colleague.

Hachi meets Shoji through her best friend, Junko, at university in her hometown. Although they’re mutually attracted to each other, Hachi hesitates to take their relationship in a romantic direction due to trauma from her high school days. They spend time as platonic friends until a group trip, during which Shoji suddenly lashes out at Hachi, accusing her of being clingy with her friends and not being “realistic” about her future. He even harshly blames her for “friend-zoning” him and “not caring about others’ feelings.” Worst of all, he leaves her, crying, on an unfamiliar street at night.

While it’s true that Hachi can be selfish and overly dependent on her friends, there’s no justification for Shoji bullying her in this way -- let alone guilting her for setting emotional boundaries.

Even after they begin dating and move closer to each other in Tokyo, Shoji offers little to no support as Hachi adjusts to a new environment. On the very day after her arrival, she cleans his flat and makes dinner, but he doesn’t thank her—instead, he scolds her for not immediately finding a job or her own place. However, when Hachi does later starts working and vents to him about her colleagues, he gets frustrated. He’s equally unhappy when Hachi forms a strong bond with Nana and expresses her admiration for her musical talent. To me, it seems Shoji doesn’t truly like Hachi as a person.

When Junko says, “Shoji loves Hachi so much,” I struggled to understand what she meant. The explanation seemed to hinge entirely on Shoji’s efforts to work toward marriage with Hachi, despite being in his early twenties. At one point, Shoji confesses that his inability to provide for Hachi as a poor art student is “hurtful for a man.” His irritability and coldness stem not only from Hachi’s behaviour, but also from the pressure he places on himself to fulfil traditional male expectations as the provider.

To be fair, Hachi is also someone who dreams of being a “cute wife with a happy family and a big house,” which reinforces traditional gender roles. The problem is that Shoji never communicates his concerns to Hachi, and this lack of communication is a recurring issue among the male characters in NANA.

For instance, another man, Ren, abandons the character Nana, a rock singer, when he senses she won’t conform to the role of a housewife -- without ever verbally expressing his love for her. Similarly, Takumi constantly demeans Hachi, dismissing her contributions with comments like, “You know nothing—all you do is stay home and cook meals.”

These men exhibit poor communication skills and have little respect for women. What’s unsettling is that such attitudes were relatively “common” at the time, particularly in the 2000s. However, there were exceptions. For instance, another shojo manga serialised during the same decade, Nodame Cantabile, presents much more gender-neutral portrayals of romantic relationships. Reflecting on the 2000s, it becomes clear that this era was marked by a coexistence of conflicting ideas about gender roles and relationships—much like the contrasting heroines Nana and Hachi.

Thursday, January 16, 2025

My Dance Videos 2023-

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Videography: Playground Productions 
Choreography (Partly Improvised): Nisreen
Music: Khatwet Samar by Ziad Rahbani
Dance performance: Nisreen
Event: Raqs Party (Sept 21st, 2024) hosted by Troupe Oasis and INBC

Videography: SJ Images
Choreography (Partly Improvised): Nisreen
Music: Laylat Hobb performed by Indy Raqs  
Dance performance: Nisreen
Event: Raqs Party (Dec 7th, 2024) hosted by Donna B Carlton



The first song/
Based on choreography by: Athena Najat
Music: Para Bizde by Rumeli Orhan Kemal
Performance: Nisreen

         The second song/          Choreography: Nisreen
Music: Shifting Sands by Nasir Eddin and The Pharaoahs
Performance: Nisreen
Music: 'Fire Dance, played by @indyraqs
Venue: Indiana, United States
Event: Mosey
Improv Performed by: Nisreen

Music: 'Aziza' by Mohammed Abdel Wahhab, played by @indyraqs
Venue: Indiana, United States
Event: Mosey
Improv Performed by: Nisreen

Music: 'Sendur'
Venue: Indiana, United States
Event: Mosey
Based on choreography by: Athena Najat 
Performed by: Nisreen




The first song/
Based on choreography by: Athena Najat 
Music: Para Bizde by Rumeli Orhan Kemal
Performance: Nisreen

The second song/
Choreography: Nisreen
Music:  Darbuka Solo Pt. 3 by Bünyamin Olguncan
Performance: Nisreen



Music: 'Tuta' by 'Farid al-Atrash', played by @indyraqs
Venue: Indiana, United States
Event: INBC Belly Dance Annual Bazaar
Performed by: Nisreen
Choreographed by: Nisreen (primarily improv)

Music: 'My Love' by 'Harem'
Venue:  'Venue 812' in Indiana, United States
Event: INBC Summer's End Belly Dance Fest
Performed by: Nisreen
Choreographed by: Nisreen (mostly improv)



Choreography: improv
Music: Mohamed Sultan, arranged by Samy Farag
Performer: Nisreen

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They Will Come Back Tomorrow

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[Bilingual post] Podcast S2: Ep11 – NANA- Unfolding Trauma of the 2000s /ポッドキャスト S2: Ep11 – NANAから 2000年代のトラウマを紐解く

  Japanese follows English/ 日本語は英語の後に記載 Hello, this is Nisreen. Welcome to the 11th episode of Season Two of my podcast—it’s lovely to spe...